Kiddoes just got home from school, first day back and glad to be back on schedule again. I did feel a bit lonely today but no reason for that, I was way to busy for that. I think it’s just the constant back ground noise.
We got Jim sent back on New Year’s day. It was nice to have him home for the week. He took the two big boys skiing one day while I stayed home with the other two. We all got to go to a movie together. A gift from the kid’s aunt gave the boys a gift card for a free movie. We saw ‘War Horse’. It was good and fun to be there with Jim and the boys.
I’ve been really going back over my year the past several day of 2011. My word last year was obedience, I tell you this was the subject for me! Asking the Lord about my 2012,. I think of a sentence for this year and I think I have concluded it to be, “even in my obedience sometimes I have not a enough faith to believe He can do a miracle”. So, I am going to work on this. It is not always what I ‘see’ for He is working on my behalf and I do trust that. So, I choose to continue being obedient and in that be thankful in the midst of it all. I find myself being able to believe or pray on someone else’s behalf way more than on my own situations. I am aware of this like I have not been before,I found myself today starting to cry about a matter in my life and I go to pick up the phone to call a friend so that I don’t have to DEAL with my own. I think it’s a part of being scared that I will not see my prayers come to fruition and I don’t want to be disappointed (again), especially if it is something that I’ve been on my knees about more times than I can count. But, He is faithful I know this to be true and I will continue to get down on my knees again because He is faithful, this I believe.
Oh, Happy New Year, and may the Lord bless and care for in 2012. He is a God of miracles!